In The Past...In the past, bad things happened.To both of us.We met, loved, and then were ripped apart by cruel fate.You were quiet again, not so happy.I was silent, and scared of everyone.He did bad things while you were gone.Killed me slowly every time.You were forced to do things you didn't want.You wanted to fit in.To have friends.But then, after years so long passed,Years full of hardship, and sadness,Fate gave us sympathy.She let us find each other again.Let us rekindle what was never lost.Let us love, and trust again.Let the pain of the past heal.In the past, bad things happened.To both of us.
Neverending PainFor two years,He's left me alone.All I see when I close my eyes,Isn't the sweet darkness I long for,But his face.That face.The face of the man who stole my innocence.Stole my virtue.Stole my ability to trust.All I want is for it to be over.For the pain to stop.But no.He won't let me be.He won't let me be happy.Not with the man I love.Not in life.Not in anything.Why does he have to always be there?Everywhere I look.He's always around me.Ready to do the dirty deed once again.But Someone vowed that wouldn't happen.Someone I love.My protection.He vowed it wouldn't.He'd never lie.But does he know?Does he know that even in my sleep it happens?That everytime someone unknown touches me,I'm on the alert, and scared?Does he know?I doubt it.I don't want to burden him like that.So, I'll just stay scared.I'll just hide in my corner,And cry into my hands.
The truest form of loveHe leaves bruises on my skin,And I feel every hateful punch.I know not what I did to upset him,But now I feel the bone crunch.His angry voice echoes in my mind,And I crumble to the floor,A trampled rose.He kicks me in the ribs,I feel some break,And I endure the existence I chose.Silver tears fall,And I try not to scream.But in my mind's eye,I tell myself it's all a dream.The beating is over,And i look into his eyes,Waiting for the next phase of the cycle.He says he's sorry, and he loves me,And all I can mutter is,"It's alright my darling Michael."
I need you to knowI need you to knowSomething's wrong with me...I need you to hold me,And tell me I'm ok...i need your loveTo survive in this existence...But do i love you too much?Do i need you enoughThat I'll rip out my hair with worry?Do I need you enoughTo abandon all hope?Do i need you enoughTo die for love?Looking into your eyesI know the answer to be yes.I need you to knowSomething's wrong with me...I need you to knowI love you too much...I need you to knowThis must end.We must end,For a love that won't die.
Everlasting LoveA dark roomResonating melodiesFleeting glances through window eyesA silent connectionElectricity in a single toughPoetic wordsForiegn whispers fall upon deaf earsWarm envelopment within strong armsMidnight meets upon a dreamWalks beneath the pale moon's lightComforting silences"Oh, to be enveloped in the warmth of an everlasting love..."